Why Am I Being Pulled? Why Am I Staying?

Questions to the Unknown


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The day I opened
My vulnerability couldn’t find space in you
Well it was me, it wasn’t you.

I didn’t intend to be cliche
But my heart felt leashed

I thought we were confidant
By each other
No matter what

Well little did I know that
Nothing admirable stays with me

I will never show my weakness
Never be helpless
Never will I be terrified by the thought of someone or something not staying.

Because that’s what love does
It makes one timid and fragile
And I never want to be that.

You were becoming my centre of the universe
I felt myself dependent, incapable, defenceless, feeble and vulnerable

You know I hate being vulnerable.

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