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(this one was tough)

With time, it all started to make complete and no sense at all. 
I think we gave ourselves a close call.
It now doesn't seem like a weight on my chest.
I think we finally freed our hearts from that arrest.

You know the moon lights up the vast uninterrupted saphire sky
Just so that each night we don't gaze up every few lies
I think we fell hard for those magical, dreamt "ours"
or took too seriously those timeless hours.

I wonder, while my legs were hugged to my chest 
and my heart was a scrubbled mess, 
was it the same tragedy when it came to to me?
or were you also struggling to come to terms and agree?

You would always be there and never disappear past arm length, 
so is that why I never noticed when you were gone?
I felt breathless when you were around
Was that a hint that we'd drown?
I stare at the sky each night and wonder who's more blue?
And it ends up making me feel worthless, who knew?

When something is there for so long you get used to its existence, 
it stops feeling like a precious piece of art you paid half of your fortune to buy 
and starts to feel more like a dull painting with dark curved edges you want to sell online.
I hate how that appiled to us in every literal way. 
we are the lost glee of eyes and those dead grays.

But like the moon goes through phases 
We went through every possible one 
but in no way became complete. 
No once, not ever.

And here I write again to you
Knowing that we can't give each other another chance
I thought I wouldn't get through
this one, but it took more than a glance

you aren't my today, I said
and I will walk past that, ahead
but I will adore you forever, till the end of this shore
or maybe more

but it's time we clean our eyes of that grease
and wish each other growth and peace
you will be in here, in one of this heart's piece
but it's time I give us a rosy release

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