my mind is replaying what the heart cannot delete and now I despise myself for those memories, that concrete I always knew he had deep eyes, guess I really lost myself in those glees. velveteen touch, my spine shivered as it drove me to the dreams I coloured was always the armoured, preventing the harm you made me shed my layers, like a charm. I miss that version of me, now, who was a hopeless romantic who thought the right person would meet me mid-Atlantic I trusted you to be "the one" But you made me hate everyone Choked me till I questioned who I was, what I stand And then left me, with the remains of my shand Never did I stood up for my plight I shut off the people who you despised I convinced myself that I didn't change While I was begging you to mend the strain Why didn't I know, that, that was strange? ... But, now...all that binds us now is how we fooled me again Throwed me down the drain ... This, the binding truth we carry is how you were never mine While I cried at 3 AM., trying to erase the line.